urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s luvinthe60s luvinthe60s 2009-06-05T16:10:09Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:151236 2009-06-05T16:10:09Z 2009-06-05T16:10:09Z sweet...<br /><br />well this is random...i forgot about this website. anyways, i may as well post a buncha stuff about my life and my plans because i will probably forget about this again.<br />Charlie graduates tonight. i cant frigen believe it. and hes leaving me to go to VT!!!!! ahhh. :( ive been crying...i cant belive hes going to be so far away from me.<br /><br />anyways, steve and i have to be out by the end of the month. so we have 3 weeks to find an apt. WOOHOO. i have an apt. in Blackstone on sunday! man..Dave's 19th is tomorrow...im pretty sure when i first met him he was 15. ahhh again!<br /><br />im going to school in the spring. but i cant decide if i should go for architecture (which i would really love but i suck at math) or high school teaching. ive sworn off small children. gfnrjlghsagfnsdlbgrsl<br />i'll probably go for teaching...summers off and such. cant be too hard of a job. i think i would enjoy it. i cant imagine finishing architecture school part-time...i'd be 35 when i finished. this way steve and i can save up money and i can go to school...hopefully i can get him to too and in about 7 years we can build our dream house in vt :-D. i designed it already too.<br />i do want to get married soon, but i think i can wait. i really want to get married at our house and just make it completely perfect and the way i want it.<br />im a bit upset w/ my parents given my life situation. i pay for a brand new car every month, bills, rent, etc...(and my ocd scrapbooking hobby). one of the main reasons i didnt go to college when i got out of school was because my dad said there was no way he would pay for a dorm for me.<br />Charlie is moving to VT. my parents are paving his way so he doesnt have to lift a finger and theyre GIVING him a car that pretty frigen new. BUT!!!!! theyre willing to pay my medical bills! WOOOO<br />they keep offering for me and steve to move in to the basement...they said they'll finish it. hahahahaha...not gonna happen....crazies.<br />well anyways, im pretty damn happy with my life. probably the happiest ive ever been. i just wish i had more money! but its all good.<br />peace out &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:150978 2007-05-18T15:06:57Z 2007-05-18T15:06:57Z some 80s song i've been staying at john's for about a week now because my dad kicked me out because he's an evil asshole. i don't know how any person can be so cruel. most people just don't even know the half of it. but anyways, i can get past his bastard ways because i'm old enough to now. and my mom wants me to come back, but i lost respect for her a long time ago because she won't leave. she's too insecure. right now i'm at steve's and our relationship lately has been pretty amazing. i slept here last night but i passed out from all sorts of medication before he got home. i've been sleeping in a cold basement w/ a cat for a week so i've been incredibly ill.<br />i was supposed to leave for vermont on tuesday to go up there and live for a while but i talked to a girl recently who works for solutions at the school, it's that day care program they have for people who can't pick there kids up from school on time or w/e and they're hiring so i'm gonna call them today.<br />i finally received micah's birthday present which is amazing but now i wanna keep it haha, i blew up a poster size of the band, it's fucking cool.<br />i miss lauren and darrah so much and i wish i could bring vermont to me. i have a feeling that's where i'm gonna live later in life. i don't want my kids to go to school up there though. they're probably just as good now but idk. that's why chris moved down here, for the schools. chris actually used to live in vermont, who woulda thought. hey maybe i'll get an apt. w/ him. that would go over well.<br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:150528 2007-05-12T14:52:22Z 2007-05-12T14:52:22Z omg....in the midst of waking up this morning i had a bunch of crazy dreams. first i dreamt i was driving past union street and i saw kevin's dad and his gf driving to their apt. on union st. even though they dont live there anymore. but anyways i dreamt that steve and i drove to horace mann and kevin and alicia and charlie were hanging out at the highschool so we gave them a ride home or something and i wanted to continue to hang out and idk what happened it was weird. then i dreamt that i got in this fight w/ jess and she started "accidentally" spilling beer on me so i took her down like big time....HUGE cat fight in which i completely won. then for SOME reason she happened to be dating mike roberson instead of micah! AHHH and mike came over to me and was like yeah thanks for basically killing her cuz i cant stand her anymore. and im just like wow and then he left. and she comes back over and shes like WTF ARE YOU TALKING TO MY BF!? and i was like uhhh he was mine before yours honey which she didnt know so she was like =-o oh jeez. and then kevin davis randomly won this water skiing contest and i was like WOW and started clapping and he gave me a high five...random?? wtf!? and then lauren edwards came up to me to ask for toilet paper cuz i was "custodian-ing" somewhere and i found some from bob...and john and rob were there cleaning another bathroom. theyre both so in love w/ me O:-) im going to hang out w/ them today cuz im going to work out w/ john and rob's working. anyways so then lauren gave me this present from armani? and they were a ton of disney MAGNETS!!! i was PSYCHED!!! i woke up and i was like DAMN!<br /><br />but yes that was my crazy ass set of dreams.<br />peace out urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:150399 2007-05-03T04:03:04Z 2007-05-03T04:03:04Z steve is steve. but lately hes always tired and "sick" and im sick of him being winey. eugh....so once again im home by myself scrapbooking because idk if i even want to be around him as much anymore, i cant decide though.<br />what scares me is that i look so much more forward to seeing rob than steve a lot of the time, but i dont see rob nearly as much obviously so maybe thats it...but he hugged me tonight which he never does...so it was odd for him because i hadnt hugged him in so long and it felt awkward...but i didnt want him to let go.<br />maybe its something else in me thats talking because i do love steve...and i dont even think robs an option...but im just going crazy in my head.<br />i had "lovers of loving love" stuck in my head while i was cleaning the h/s cafe today, omg. i could have never gotten into ska.<br /><br />i saw pie twice this week...it was cool. i also did some runs around some neighborhoods to smoke a cig before work, i didnt like the feeling. i only like it going by a few of my old guy friends' houses.<br />&lt;3pace urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:150170 2007-04-07T01:58:27Z 2007-04-07T01:58:27Z if anyone reads this, sweet, if not, idc :D<br />i told rob i have a crush on him...he blushed, hes so cute. if steve knew, dear god.<br />its not like anything could come of it, but he always tells me how pretty i am, and god hes so hot...to me anyways, ive always thought he was, and his personality is amazing...but anyways, im all set w/ a married man and father of 5...<br />john on the other hand would take me any day...hes hot too...but no way. im in love...blegh...anyone else who is in love would know what i mean.<br />THEN i picked up this little stick figure that a 3rd grader made and was like WOW THIS LOOKS LIKE MY EX! haha (sorry) and rob was like, i think u still like him and i got all flustered and wouldnt talk about it. at the end of the night...rob grabbed me and gave me this big hug and we were both blushing so bad diana and john were laughing at us...man.<br />i dont feel so good right now, im babysitting, wish i could be at steves in a way, but im bringing the alcohol, not gonna drink...and just hang out soon i hope. poop.<br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:149828 2007-04-02T15:56:54Z 2007-04-02T15:56:54Z i hung out w/ alicia and cassie both this weekend and i loved hanging out w/ both oh so much. i went shopping w/ $50 and spent over w/ just a shirt and a (secret embrace!) bra, which is oh so sexy.<br />then it was steve time yesterday and we went to see 300...omg, hottest men ive ever seen in my life...and i told steve i didnt like that type of thing....but i loved it. i was amazed and the queen was such an amazing respected woman which was nice for steve to see because frankly hes an idiot sometimes when hes around me...and he gets his ass kicked.<br />anyways....go see that movie....the filmography or w/e was amazing, the story was incredible, and sexyness.<br />im getting all new tires on my car friday, i get to work all week! and babysit all weekend! im getting a ton of new clothes that i cant afford!! WOOOO<br />i got this cinderella shirt at delias for half price, im going back to get a few more, and a wicked sweet peter pan shirt at hot topic. need shoes and bathing suits and w/e floats my boat O:-) because i work hard and save ZIP.<br /><br />although, steve and i are working on getting an apt. we are hoping to get one w/ in the next 5 months, thats our goal. so if i dont get full time at the school, im gonna get fucked working somewhere i dont want to work for shit money. we'll see.<br /><br />oh, and me and lauren edwards...are partying soon &lt;3<br />just thought id update!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:149567 2007-02-19T22:15:16Z 2007-02-19T22:15:16Z i cant stop thinking about a few past boyfriends, my 1st, and the last before steve..hmmm?... after i read this astrology thing. but i love my valentines flowers :)<br />i love new york new episode tonight! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:149013 2007-02-07T02:45:50Z 2007-02-07T02:45:50Z sandra dee ahuh! look at me! im mooning you! and you're all stupid!<br />anyways, i &lt;3 rob. he's always here for me. and he gives me a lot of good advice about relationships. steve and i talked today. he was so pissed about me telling joe about him being crazy, but w/e. he actually told me to date joe today which was ironic considering linds thinks i should date him too! WOOHOO! yeah joey! but whenever i talk to joe he always tells me how im such an amazing person and he even told me i was so beautiful. compliments from your guy friends are awesome. (sorry if the rest of you dont get them!--actually I DONT CARE). tomorrow i can pick up my car, tg. ive been going crazy w/ out it. ive been talking to my aunt kimmy a lot. i told her i stopped drinking and she laughed...she was like, you never drank...cuz she knows i hate beer and wine and everything cept soco, and i was like yeah thats true. im a social drinker, and usually not even. its just dumb. i never feel any pressure from anyone, so all my old little friendies are wrong! weee.<br />i &lt;3 cassie. shes coming down soon, hopefully friday cuz steve had a show friday and i want her to see!! and my cousin dennis is coming :-D<br />i cant wait, their fucking recording are SICK!!!!!!! steves voice is so much better now. i would never give up hope on them. obviously they have to move on a little, but theres no way they're not going to go somewhere. their recorder said he can get them out there, because they are the best up coming band right now. and hes definetely right.<br />anyways, im glad all you morons have read this, because its my last one on this journal anyways. and theres not a chance in hell i believe any of you read this for entertainment, i truly believe that you all just like to read it because you might think there's something about you in here and youre just dying to know, but you'll never say that. so bye all! i'll never forget kevin, brett, james, or dan, the rest of you are crazy. cept my friends now &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:148904 2007-02-05T16:33:05Z 2007-02-05T16:55:59Z i admit it. i decided to read linds's and kayla's lj. which i just havent cared about in a long time, but i wanted to see if their life is as shitty as mine. its funny cuz i read stuff and they complain and its just about nothing. i have something to complain about. my dads the biggest asshole in the world, BIGGEST. i dont want to be here anymore. and my boyfriend, for how long i dont know, wont help me. he keeps preaching buddhist shit to me and refusing to help me until i listen. well, buddah wouldnt refuse his girlfriend so fuck him. i cant stop crying. i cant wait for john to come pick me up...but i dont want to go to work.<br />i wish i could date joe. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:148586 2007-02-03T16:13:29Z 2007-02-03T16:13:29Z john: you are so beautiful, rob, doesnt she look cute with those earrings?<br />rob: she always looks cute!<br />john: yes, but she looks beautiful with the earrings<br />rob: she always looks beautiful!<br /><br /><br />me: steve, i have a very strong feeling that you are my destiny<br />steve: thats the nicest thing anyones ever said to me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:148399 2007-01-27T16:46:39Z 2007-01-27T16:46:39Z boys went to their concert today, i wish i could go but i dont have the money. its @ 1:30 anyways, not much fun those day shows.<br />i was reading some "old friend" journals and just laughed. idc anymore. the only person i do care about anymore is kevin, and brett, which i always will.<br />the other night i had the funniest dream. i told steve about it too. i was dating steve but he wouldnt go to some dance, so i went w/ kevin, and steve went w/ jen pinckney o.O, weird...and steve had his head shaved like an army guy! it was hot.<br />i was w/ steve jim and dave the other night. daves so annoying now. he thinks hes better than everyone else, and i just have such a different relationship now with him than we used to. we used to be pretty close. now im closer to joe...i think. haha steve was hanging out w/ me for his break and then he went to hang out w/ joe @ taco bell and left his gloves in my car. i walked in and joes like omg omg dont look, omg. DOES SHE HAVE A TRACKING DEVICE ON YOU!? it was funny.<br />carlos reminded me that chris still likes me, i cant see that kid ever getting over me. idk what to do. but i realize that he tries to like forget about me, altho he cant cuz we have a lot of the same friends? lol<br />i set carlos straight about the whole jim situation. zachs a stupid bastard.<br />last night was awesome. john didnt hang out w/ us, but i went out w/ rob, steve (from work), and dianna. diana keeps giving me presents. she gave me this wicked expensive purse w/ a D on it! and she gave me a wallet and a wicked cool jacket that john gave her :-X<br />i &lt;3 rob and his baby is soooooooo cute.<br />steve met them last night finally. he knew john and steve and bob, beth, and gil, but he got to meet rob and diana who r WICKED cool :-D and i can talk to all of them about anything.<br />i have like the best personality. idc what anyone says. everyone loves me, for the most part, cept for stupid ppl. :-D<br />i was thinking about who would be my maid of honor if i get married, which is most likely (to Steve), and I could only think of Cassie :). she (you) has been my friend for practically ever and we get along better now so much better than ever. we have so much in common and can talk to each other about anything. ilu :-D urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:148049 2007-01-18T01:41:08Z 2007-01-18T02:31:57Z no one knows what it feels like to have nothing to do all day except think about what used to make you happy. i know i act like a kid but i cant help it. no one knows what it feels like to be abandon by everyone for no reason especially when u love every single one of them so much.<br />i just wanna move far away and start over.<br /><br />i should really stop being emo. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:147832 2007-01-17T16:33:53Z 2007-01-17T16:33:53Z i went to the gym w/ kim and steve last night. i forgot how hot steve is. but hes blegh. first turn off: hes reading a men's fitness magazine w/ pamela anderson on the cover. 2nd turn off: he keeps saying, "idk whats wrong, i work out so much and i have nothing" and hes got like the biggest muscles ever so hes just trying to get me and or kim to give him an ego boost. they have a weird relationship. she was telling him to stand up so she could see the bulge in his pants, i was like wtf.<br />but i miss hanging out w/ steve. kim, ehhh, yeah i miss it but she gets annoying. i told her that last night too. but it was awesome to go in the sauna and hot tub and be able to swim!! i love swimming. i wish steve liked it more. i HEART the beach!!!!<br />hahaha my mom said to me this morning, "its too bad u were mean to all ur friends, then u wouldnt have to sit around here all day." and i started laughing and i was like WTF did i EVER do to them!? and she was like good point. oh well. i imed kevin last night, said like 2 things, it was pretty sweet... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:147491 2007-01-16T17:14:03Z 2007-01-16T17:15:11Z i had the best and worst dream last night. best because i was doing what i used to do and i loved it. worst cuz it reminded me of everything im trying to forget.<br />i went somewhere w/ my family, and steve. and steve and i were bickering about something stupid and i basically told him off and he left. well, there was this huge hangout place and it was a dance floor too. i went in and sat down w/ kevin and james and dan. dan kept trying to get me to dance. and he was using that c'mon danielli! voice thing that i always smile at even tho i thing its queer. and kevin got up and left so james was like....sooo...any feeling left for kevin? and i wouldnt answer him. i got up and followed dan to the jukebox machine. then i left cuz no one else was dancing and by the time i got back kevin was back. we were all talking. then i decided to go the bathroom. kristine muccarione was in there and so was mark taddeo o.O. they were in separate stalls and all but it was weird. i started crying on the toilet, just balling. kristine was trying to make sure i was ok. and then i woke up.<br /><br />although, steve and i have been getting along lately, giving each other our space. i like being by myself more now. so idk. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:147388 2007-01-16T05:50:09Z 2007-01-16T05:50:09Z i spent money that i dont have to buy a wireless bra today at the mall w/ darrah. we were looking at the dildos in spencers when we realized everyone was starring at us so we left haha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:146946 2007-01-14T01:43:29Z 2007-01-14T01:43:29Z why does God continuously shit on the same ppl over and over again urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:146846 2007-01-11T16:25:01Z 2007-01-11T16:25:01Z the other night i was working at horace mann, my fav. place to work O:-) and i went to remington around 9 to visit dianna, on my way over i saw kevin playing guitar in his window, i slowed down and wanted to cry. but i didnt, i just continued. cassie keeps telling me to let go so i guess thats what i'll do. i mean i'll never let go of my love and caring friendship for brett or kevin, but, eugh this just sucks.<br />on the way back i went by but i was going to fast to see anything, i went through the light at a little below 40mph so that cop that always sits there started to follow me, so i see him but i had to pull into work anyways, so he puts his lights on and follows me in. hes thinkin hes got some like drunk trying to get away from him so of course he was disappointed when i told him i worked here and he just told me to go slow and get my tail light fixed. working for the town is AWESOME! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:146619 2007-01-06T19:10:35Z 2007-01-06T19:10:35Z matt lynch messaged me O:-)<br />it was awesome. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:146188 2007-01-03T15:45:25Z 2007-01-03T15:45:25Z i wanna hang out w/ kevin...and brett...i just dont know how to ask either of them. idk what we'd do.<br />chris and andy and i had a pretty sweet time playing video games over thanksgiving break, but im somewhat close to chris anyways. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:145985 2006-12-30T21:20:39Z 2006-12-30T21:20:39Z i had to bring my mom to hudson yesterday, first we went to shaws, saw linds, which wasnt awkward it was just annoying. cuz i never did anything to her cept be her friend until whats her face came back into her life, im glad im just a little bitch who is only there when needed. oh well, weirdos anyways.<br />i brought my mom to hudson and surprisingly knew my way around like completely, it was AWESOME. i called youni but he didnt answer.<br />i went out last night w/ steve and he got my xmass present and i bought jackass 2.<br />we ended up watching videos of me, kevin, dan, leanne, and kayla and one of me kevin bryan and alicia. i fell in love all over again. steve knew it too, and after we watched them he asked me if i made the right choice, and of course i said yes w/ out hesitation, but if kevin showed up at my door w/ flowers and started to care like he didnt before, i would have a heart attack. cuz its what ive wanted all along. i do love steve and i always will, but he causes me so much anxiety.<br />he flipped out earlier cuz HE head butted me.<br />wtf....<br />he apologized and was like what the hell danielle, u couldnt stop fooling around and then u get all upset cuz i hurt u by accident!<br />im like whoa, what, when did i get upset, im hurt yeah, but christ, im not gonna blame myself. and i was just like wait WHY are we fighting!?! and he calls ME crazy!<br />eugh<br />im so stressed<br />but tomorrow night will be awesome and i cant wait. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:145793 2006-12-21T06:49:53Z 2006-12-21T06:49:53Z i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year.<br />i pray to God george bush doesnt use the draft next year. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:145417 2006-12-17T07:31:06Z 2006-12-17T07:31:06Z every time i write in here that me and steve are done, its never true.<br />this time it has to be.<br />its not worth it any more. im not being abused anymore. ive never been more shook up in my life, and i just wish i had something more in my life.<br />i wanna die.<br />dont worry, i wont do anything, but all i wanna do is die. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:145309 2006-12-17T00:42:56Z 2006-12-17T00:42:56Z i cant wait to take a bath and use me lush soap!!!<br />ahhhh black ppl stopping me in boston haha cassie omg, i told steves best friend joe that when he said, "hi im hiv positive" i shoulda said "RUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!" and joe said this:<br />sicknessofadown2: no he woulda chased you, plus, people with aids can fly urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:145129 2006-12-15T03:37:05Z 2006-12-15T03:37:05Z SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited for NEW YEARS!!!!<br />and hopefully still going to cassie's this weekend!!! WOO i &lt;3 the city but not driving :(..thats ok.<br /><br />i was thinking today about the new yrs party and who's coming, and it was weird, cuz the last party i had, linds was there, and i guess thats the last time we talked. i dont even know y we stopped talking, but wHaTeVeR.<br /><br />apparently jim's being more of a bitch than ever. i told joe to kick him out. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:luvinthe60s:144687 2006-12-05T03:14:06Z 2006-12-05T03:23:14Z lips of an angel I went out w/ john and rob tonight. now they always hug me when i leave. maybe this is what i needed all along, johns like in his 40s, idk how old rob is, probably in his 30's, diana is 53 and beth is in her 30s but they are all like my best friends. i could go hang out w/ them and party w/ them. john was like so r u inviting us over for new yrs!? haha. theyre just so mature and they absolutely love me so YAY. the only ppl i talked to about me and steves fight were beth and cassie, and a little bit darrah. i cant wait to see cassie again soon!<br /><br />oh yes, me and steve r back together, if it was any surprise or if anyone cares O:-) but this time he came back to me, he was so sorry and i was basically like damn straight, ass does this on my bday, yeah, u should b sorry, and he was. he kept apologizing and i didnt forgive him but i told him i accepted it. john thinks its hilarious that steve is jealous of them, and i know hes not jealous, he just gets like me. if steve was hanging out w/ a buncha [good looking] women @ work, yeah, id b pissed.<br /> but they always buy me stuff!!!<br />oh its been a good day for the most part and i dont have to work tomorrow :-D (so far)<br />oh yeah and tonight, rob was like, "hey did u cut ur hair?" and im like yeaaaah and john was goes, "well, you're gorgeous anyways" and rob goes, "yeah" i was like =-o! WOO!